A new year just around the corner, will our resulotion changes to? What will happened if there is no new year? Will there still be a new resolution? Too many questions hanging in my mind, with very few answer. My new resolution would be -- Filling all the blanks in my life with wisdom

Looking thru-out 2005, a lot had happened in my life. "Some people weave burlap into the fabric of our lives, and some weave gold thread. Both contribute to make the whole picture beautiful and unique." I'd lost a mother and this year I was gifted with a very cute little nephew -- besides having the best dad, brother and sisters in the world. "I think people that have a brother or sister don't realize how lucky they are. Sure, they fight a lot, but to know that there's always somebody there, somebody that's family." Friends, "without friends no one would choose to live, though he had all other goods". New acquintances turn into friends, in fact closer than u may know, and few of them took the wrong turn and became a foe of mine. Those around me, I appreciate you more than you know ... "When I find myself fading, I close my eyes and realize my friends are my energy."  And those who aren't anymore, Im sorry for it to ended unfairly. Love, how abstract could it be? "To fall in love is easy, even to remain in it is not difficult; our human loneliness is cause enough. But it is a hard quest worth making to find a comrade through whose steady presence one becomes steadily the person one desires to be."  And that one desires to be -- I had met, but its impossible for us to be one, in this world. actually, ALOT had happened ... only certain things may be told and others will remain untold in solitude.

"Nothing happens by chance, my friend... No such thing as luck. A meaning behind every little thing, and such a meaning behind this. Part for you, part for me, may not see it all real clear right now, but we will, before long."